The more you want to get things right, the more you want to do well, the more glaring your inadequacies become. Do you put in more effort with the possibility that you might fall harder or do you accept the fact that it is not meant to be and move on?
(aka the more I want to get my thoughts out the more I realise how terrible I am with words)
also note to self: should stop putting too much on my plate or I’m going to end up losing everything.
berrng 